Aside

untitled


How does it feels actually? To have one attention directed only for us?
How does it feels actually when someone holds your hand, as if feeling proud to show you into the world, not walking with distance with you, because maybe they feel ashamed to walk beside you ?
How does it feels actually to have someone lend his ear to listen all your worry without making you feel that you’re being judged?
How does it feels actually to have someone lend a shoulder when you felt too overwhelmed with all the problem you had?
How does it feels to be in someone’s embrace, hiding your face as you crying out your messed up feeling?
How does it feels to have someone who’re willing to share the things on your shoulder that u’ve already felt too much for you to bear?
To have someone come to your house, only because they want to give you support in your difficult times?
To have someone come to your house, making stupid jokes, or silly conversation just to make you show that you’re still able to smile so you can have the hope to move on from the trouble you’re facing?
To have someone want to sacrifice their other appointment so he can meet with you instead?
To have someone choose you over the other person while giving you smile?
To have someone pat or caress your hair just to show their affection?
To have someone who’re enjoying talking with you all day long?
To have someone making fool of himself, or making silly jokes just because they want to see you’re smiling?
To have someone who’re enjoying going out with you for days, months, even years?
To have someone keep their promises like you tried to keep all of your promises to them?
To have someone who’re willing to understand that sometimes you need time to be alone, but doesnt means that you enjoy the feeling that no one care about you at that time?
To have someone who’re willing to wait patiently when you couldn’t talk out your problems until you’re ready?
To have someone who’re willing to accept that you have different way to show your emotions, your cares, your feelings, and different way to accept a problem or people’s thought about you?
To have someone who really stay beside you even when everyone turned their back on you?
How does it feels?

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s